tomorrow is not worth waiting for. sure, there will be sunshine (with a slight chance of rain) and sure, some kid will be smiling, and yes, life is still moving on,
but it's not like anyone cares.
2. you just want someone to love you,
misery and tears and all. maybe you could spend saturdays curled up under the covers, memorizing the patterns of breathing. maybe you could count the seconds but the problem is that there would never be enough, the problem is that
there's nothing there to love.
3. no one is listening.
4. i'd write you a letter, but you'd never read it. i'm stuck screaming into my own heart, wondering if anything is in there anymore, wondering if this is even worth it.
wake up, self. wake up.
5. you want to force fingers down your throat just to cause self-destruction, you want to suffocate yourself (it's easier than breathing), you want to sleep and never wake up, you want to find your dreams and destroy every one of them.